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Natan Fiedorowicz, 2025.
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There seemed to be a point where the people who seemed to tend to try to harm others with the excuse that it may make them stronger, were actually seemingly doing evil at varying tempi. A few nights ago, i heard strange sounds outside the window where i had slept, they reminded me of a brain scanning technology forced upon me in year 2012 after an unfair accusation. For had it been 'exposition', seems not sufficient reason to ruin a person's life to such extents - i have witnessed persons more undressed in the city during daytime. Though those sounds were not the same exactly as the brain scanner. i have some memory of sounds, as one gifted in hearing who focuses on the audible often as a musician, etc., they occurred shortly after i had sent reviews online that seemed perhaps risky, but not certainly so - such as writing in review about UN ignoring my situation, of the arbitrary arrest and detainment at psychiatric ward, and being forbidden from employment and therefore struggling / avoiding to approach Female for a Marriage i desired, worried i may be abandoned again if i became in love with them but had not very sufficient way to support a Family in a Marriage, also mentioned some years ago to UN were 'medication' that very much prevented composition while using them for many years - their ignoring of my communication had me wonder if their job is to do the exact opposite of help people in difficult situations and if they were actually the one's responsible for the breaches in their own articles, as though the articles were just a public illusion, and i don't want things to do with them anymore, but hoped to let you know about my experience. Anyway, my lower areas kind of hurt even more now, and that's additionally to after i started to feel slight burning sensation in my genitals for many years during use of the substances forced upon me at the psychiatric ward, that i was manipulated to take daily, that the Psychiatrist and Case Manager ignored when i mentioned that - and it seems possible that many are being rendered less fertile intentionally, by various ways. Anyway, the technology to harm others even gradually without being seen does seem to exist, and this writing is probably a vain warning - vain because what could a person do to stop such unfair terrorisms anyway? i don't want to be famous, but hoped that at least you visiting reader could know. Some may say 'paranoia' or 'foolishness', but there seems reason to be quite careful in this world, this much has been shown me, and my experiences proved many times how evil people can be, having observed evil in my own ways and in ways of others, but it is good to avoid to teach the wrong thing to others, therefore also i sometimes hide away with some feeling of being ashamed. i mentioned about it at the ending pages of this work, because it felt wrong to not provide a warning to others that may have benefited me at an earlier time, and the manner of warning described by Ezekiel regarding of warning others, seemed similar to warning others about others. While this piece could be considered to contain gaps, i decided today to render it as is, even as a statement of like a despair scream type thing. i don't get paid for any of such work, having worked overtime. Also there was slight fear that i might have been prevented from rendering it at all. As with the works featuring improvisatory elements / permutation / encouragement of intuitive doing of the tones, it seemed also an interesting idea to write composition with intentional gaps that could be filled in by better composers than me, if even as a sort of concept idea for considerations in future of the direction of song and stuff. i didn't graduate at university yet, am not educated to know if that sort of what has or hasn't been done, nor do i care to learn of that, because relying on imitation of other's ideas in composition seemed like something to avoid to extents, for theft was also said to be not good, and sometimes it seemed better to not know a useless thing, in a similar sense that the olden but oftentimes seemingly more disciplined or less poisoned composers did such great songs but seemingly did not require modern electronic brain implants to be able to count or feel not debilifyed... though i strive to better discern the reality of theft in communication via languages, supposing at this time to try to treat others with respect, unless something really bad happened earlier that inclined one to tolerate too much or to be a slave without friends or earnings, or noticing such injustices upon others who we try to help, for example, having hoped to not be a very bad influence or imitate the wrong people even accidentally. It was difficult, so eventually i gave up
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